Monday, August 10, 2009


I love music.Music is in my heart.When I was very young I never thought that I would become a singer.That is why I could not be able to become a singer.But I love music.So my love for music did not work.I lacked passion and dedication.I was a shy singer.And my shyness ruined my dream.I was shy because I was not confident.I lacked confidence because I did not have will power to do something for learn music.So Passion,Dedication,Will power and Confidence-these are the four things I think to be key of success in any field.I would like to give another example.
I liked a girl in my school life.She was i same batch.I liked her very much.When I was just in class IX I felt a that I have a soft corner for her.So I thought someday I would propose her.But then four years were just passed by and I even could not be able to gather confidence to talk to her.
This was just a small example.Now I understand that if I really liked her I would never let her go just like that.I could not gather confidence and will power may be because she was not my first priority in life at that time.Now this is a new thing-Priority.How can you prioritize your feelings?Well,from my point of view,feelings are just outcome of your emotions.You can control your emotions with your dedication.If you want to achieve something,you have to be dedicated to that thing.
Many of us can not achieve what we really want to.Because what we really want is decided by our internal emotions and imaginations.If a man who hates dancing,starts taking lessons to learn dance for some reason and stick to it 24X7hrs,he will never be able to become a good dancer because his emotions and internal mindset will refrain his movements.
So,in life the first and foremost priority is of our emotions.We have to control our emotions with our dedication and will power.Only then we will be achieve our desired goal.And once we move one step towards success,our confidence eventually grows.And this is the only one way journey towards success I think.

Sunday, August 9, 2009


I was just chatting with one of my friends a little while ago.And I discovered a new theory on life and money and emotion.He was just asking me if he can earn a few bucks from writing blogs.I did not really know the answer.Instead of answering his question I just asked him that,whether he would be able to do anything for money.And the answer was affirmative.As much as I've seen him I found him to be one of the most non-poetic personalities.He told me just a few minutes ago that he even would be able to write poems if he is paid by someone for it.
From then I am puzzled with just one question..Can you buy emotions with money?Now let's forget about this brilliant friend of mine.In my personal life I have met with many people to whom emotions and relationships are meaningless.Money is ultimate thing for them.People kill other people for money.Even people kill themselves to make money for his family.Now there may be a contradiction.If a man kills himself for money to make his family happy and live a better life,you can not call him a selfish man who can do anything for money.But on the other side,can the family ever be happy with the money that was given for life of one its members?
Money makes life brighter.Without money you see the darker side of life.When the darkness becomes really suffocating and horrifying you try to do any possible thing you can to put on a light and make your life brighter.So it is hard to tell that if your path is right or wrong.Situation makes you take decisions.Decisions make your path to your destiny.Destiny makes your life to go through what it was destined for.If money comes in your way you grab it.If it does not you find it.If you can not you get lost.And that is also a decision made by you.
Emotion is a thing that drives your life and makes you happy and unhappy and all that.Everything is illusion,emotion is also an illusion.Then what is reality.Well my dear,reality is nothing.Is money real?Well to some extent it is.If you have to pay huge bills and college fees and buy things money is the most real thing.Then emotion is also a real thing.It is that illusive reality that made your parents to love and care you,make you fall in love,make you cry when you break up with your beloved one,makes you sad when you are alone.But if you are on the darker side emotion is illusion and money is reality.And if you have a huge bank balance then you get bored of what you have.Then monetary world becomes illusion for you.
What you think you have is illusion..What you want to have is your reality...And your reality is the biggest illusion in your life.
Always there are exceptions.Rich people may want to be richer at any cost.Emotions are useless for them.Their illusion becomes their reality.
So let us go back to my "wanna be poet for money" friend.He wants to earn money at any cost.That is his reality.And for achieving his illusive reality he is ready to create another illusion...
Well the blog is now becoming an illusion to me right now...Let me think for rest of my night...whether blogging is implementing illusive ideas in words or facing reality(which I think actually is an illusion)?

Saturday, August 8, 2009


Well,it is not about the ghosts and aliens and all that.I am writing this one straight out of my heart.Some hours ago when I was just doing nothing but staring at the sky of the night I felt so lonely.It seemed that nobody was around me.Though my family was near,very near of me...I really felt so lonely.The stars in the sky or far beyond the sky seem to surrounded by their familiar natives.But distance among them are just unthinkably long.Our life is just like the stars'.We are so close of each other,still we can't touch each others soul.We boast we have money,talent and many more things.Who does not have these materialistic things they just go on to lead a sorrowful life to reach some unknown destination.
Everything in life is unknown.I mean everything actually.It may sound like a philosophical jargon.May be it is.But that is the cruel reality I have ever faced.We seem to know everything around us to make ourselves feel comfortable.We pretend to know each other.We care for each other.But everything is just our imagination.This imagination has led us to make family,make friends and society and all that you know.We created these things because it makes us feel comfortable.
We lead life.Some people get fame name and all that.Some people try to find it his whole life.And some just lead life for just living it.But the final destination to all of us is unseen,unknown & unpredictable.It is so dark and unknown that we can not even imagine about it and so we are not comfortable to talk about the end.It makes us depressed.We just unknowingly move towards the unseen....

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